[Boy I hate this]

Shannon, we are all here for you. Lately i have been extremely bad. I think after a few months the "well at least they are not suffering" thoughts go away and all you want is that person back.

I have had some pretty weird dreams. it was of the 3 people i knew who passed away close to me. they were all there talking to me and it was weird i woke up and thought am I alive? or am I dead? did some pile of poo fall frm an airplane and into my bedroom and killed me and I have no clue it happened? hey i love on top of logan so it could happen. weird stuff. I think about having a day with him where we can just hang? I mean honestly why is that too much to ask? I know but that is what kills me. you think your going to be fine but then you actually stop and think they really are not here anymore....tough to bear. shannon i am here for you anything!!!!!!

[A small update]

Jay I Love having you come her and talk!!!

[My Beautiful Daughter]

I am so so sorry to hear this!!!! Word cannot express how sorry i am for you.

[Thank you & some information]

Shellie PLEASE KEEP POSTING! I feel the same way sometimes, but I feel i have an obligation here to keep up on everyone else. These people have become my family so maybe I am not on all the time, but i pop in. Please continue to pop in!!!

[Udate on Connie B, FROM: Connie B]

Hello Connie!!!!!! Welcome back!!!!

[Were there is a will......]

Hello Renee

so Glad to see your back! I bet it is your mom!!!! trust me i have had weird stuff happen to and in my mind now doubt it is my dad!!

[Have a question regarding lung cancer survivor longevity.]

It honestly is so awesome what you are doing!!

[my mom died today]

Shellie I am so so sorry i am just getting to this!!!!! You were such a great daughter to her!!!!!!!!!!! my thoughts are with you and your family!!!

[Please put Greetings to Connie B here. I will bring them.]

Connie miss you on the board!!! Tons of great thoughts and prayers I am sending your way!!!!!

[My Dad Is In Heaven]

Cathy I am so so sorry to hear this news. My thoughts are with you

[My mother /My friend]

I thought i wrote to this but i guess not. I just wanted to offer my deepest sympathy to you!

[My wonderful Mom]

Connie I am so sorry to hear that! PLease accept my sympathy

[When the shoe dropped this time it kicked my butt.]

Fay keep your chin high you can kick butt!!!

[Connie B]

Tons of good vibes going out to miss connie!!!!

[My husband passed today]

Michelle I am so so sorry for your lose.

[case manager called]

sometimes little strokes in your signature may be associated with a brain lesion too WHICH is NOT to say it can not be treated...you can ask anyone here

[New mass discovered turns out to be a nipple!]

That is Hilarious and such good news!!! Congrats!!

[Tim is in the hospital]

Kathy I am so sorry to hear that!!! You are both in my thoughts

[Mom - update]

I am sorry any of us are dealing with this cancer. It is a sucky thing. My thoughts are with you....and your mom!!

[Late Stage NSCLC Marsha]

Marsha thinking about you!!! I agree that these people are my second family!!!

[How things are]

VERY good call mday!!! I think that would be awesome. I use to suprise my dad and visit him for lunch while he was at MGH, he loved it. Impromtu visits were always nice.

[How things are]

Yeah if you can make it home always go home. the value of family is important in general, especially when a loved one is sick. Wish your moma happy birthday from me!!

[Home for now....a long rambling of a grieving wife....]

I know you have no idea how amazing of a person you are!!!!! I love to read your posts and you will be ok cause that is the type of person you are!!!

[Oh, dear God, I miss her so.]

Mainecoon,

I can not even express how sorry i am!!! Your talking about it brought up a lot of memories for me with my dad, what keeps me going somedays is knowing I was there for him and even though he was not conscious he knew i was there since he waited for honestly EVERYBODY to be there. It honestly i think is the hardest thing to ever go thru and i hurt for you!!! I hurt for your children and her cat (pets know too, they know) If you ever need a friend i am here, always remember that you have 400 friends who are willing to listen!!!!

so so sorry again, Margaret sounds like and amazing amazing person whom was very loved!

~Janine

[Just dawned on me I must be greiving]

so sorry to hear you were having a bad day yesterday!!!