cindi o'h Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 It was three years ago today that I lost my "little" bother, Johnny, to lung cancer. He was so very sick at diagnosis and had already defeated colon cancer two years before. The doctors were able to extend his life just a few more months which for me was a huge gift. I took Big John fishing every chance I got. We both loved to fish and were compatible fishing companions. Johnny left behind a young son, Jay, who was 4 years old when his daddy died. That was John's biggest sorrow about leaving this earth, "what about my boy?" Johnny was a sweet and gentle giant and I am grateful that we were able to spend some quality time together before he passed away. I slept on the floor of his hospital room, I gave him good back scratches, I held his head as he sobbed about his fears... I am thankful that I had the courage and maturity to stand beside him and hopefully help to ease his fears. Cindi o'h Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kimblanchard Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 I am sorry for your pain. I am glad you have so many good memories, even of the time battling the cancer. You did a great job as a big sister, and Johnny is watching you with pride as you battle now. Curtis Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elaine Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 Cyndi Your post made me a little teary, I have to admit. You are a wonderful person and your brother was blessed to have had you as a sister. I know he is guarding you now. love and fortitude elaine Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cathy Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 Cindy, I am so sorry for the loss of your dear brother, those anniversaries are so hard..It sounds like he was a beautiful soul... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jean44 Posted October 12, 2004 Share Posted October 12, 2004 Cindi, I am also sorry for your pain and in some ways know what you are dealing with. This Thursday (Oct. 14) will be the one year anniversary date of the loss of my Dad. This has been an extremely difficult week for me. My heart aches for the loss of my Dad and it is the worst thing I have ever experienced. I am still trying to come to terms with the loss. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers during this time. Jean Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TeeTaa Posted October 13, 2004 Share Posted October 13, 2004 Cindi, I hope today dawned a little brighter for you. Here's to those good ole fishing memories. And by the way - how's little Jay? Praying for us all, TeeTaa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cindi o'h Posted October 13, 2004 Author Share Posted October 13, 2004 Thanks.. TeeTaa, I regret that I have not seen Jay for awhile. He lives over 200 miles away. I did get an invitation to witness his baptism coming up at the end of the month, which I plan to attend. Jay has not done well through all of this. It is my sorrow. Cindi o'h Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karen335 Posted October 13, 2004 Share Posted October 13, 2004 Cindi, I am so sad to read about your brother. My condolences. My father was from Minnesota and lived on a lake and always was ice fishing. He loved to fish. I lived in CA and MO., not close enough for me to enjoy the fishing. He lived in Zimmerman, MN.. Not too far from Anoka, he was born and raised in, I think Glendale or Brainard. Beautiful there, but oh so cold. Hope you are doing well... God Bless and prayers, Karen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
luvmydog2 Posted October 13, 2004 Share Posted October 13, 2004 Sorry about your brother Cindi. I know he is looking dow on you and giving you a pat on the back. Heck I bet he is saying "go get um girl." At any rate I know he must be proud of you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted October 14, 2004 Share Posted October 14, 2004 Cindi, The memories you have of a person will always stay with you, and help you to go on. J.C. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stand4hope Posted October 16, 2004 Share Posted October 16, 2004 Cindi, Even though it's been three years, it still hurts, doesn't it? I know, and I am so sorry. I've lost my mom and dad, grandmas and grandpas, and others, but I just can't imagine losing my dear brother or one of my dear sisters. It's painful for me to even think about it. I'm so glad you got to spend that time with your brother, even sleeping on the floor at the hospital. You will never forget that special time you had with him, and I'm just glad you were able to be there. I'm so sorry for this great loss, and hope that as more years pass by, the pain will be less and less, but the wonderful memories will make you smile. Love, Peggy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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