flwrjunke Posted March 3, 2006 Posted March 3, 2006 Hey Everyone, I know I haven't been around much lately, but please know that I am reading the boards and praying for all of you daily. The last couple of months have been a bit difficult. Between going through my own grief for my Mom and seeing all of the losses here, it just leaves me speechless. At times I feel as though I don't belong here, like I got here too late, (for my Mom) and at the same time, I feel like I know so many of you. Right now, I just could use all of the support I can get. I started feeling some pelvic pressure a few months ago. I really thought it was hemrrhoids and tried to treat it but that wasn't working. It really felt like my insides were coming out. So I called to get an appt with a Gyn and they told me I would be placed on a waiting list for when the next schedules came out. ok.... After waiting and waiting and experiencing more pressure and pain I called and told them to get me in with anybody. They did, a PA, and after examining me he wanted me to have an ultra sound and blood work. He thought I had an enlarged uterus or fibroid tumors. From seeing him, they managed to "get me in" with a gyn. My appt with her was yesterday. She told me that my ultra sound was normal then examined me very throughly. After the exam she told me that my problem was not gyn related and there is a mass on the lower left side of my abdomen. I went for a Ct this morning. When she said a "mass" my heart dropped. The last time I heard about a mass, was when my Mom was dx. I so wish she was here with me! I miss her so much! So, if you have an extra minute, please say a prayer for me, I would really appreciate it. Thanks, Patty Quote
jorja Posted March 3, 2006 Posted March 3, 2006 Oh Patty! I hope this mass is nothing...hoping it is benign. I will be thinking and praying for you. Let's just wait for the results... love, jorja Quote
Patkid Posted March 4, 2006 Posted March 4, 2006 Okay, I am with you. There are no rules for who gets support. You get support. I am praying and praying. Pat Quote
gail p-m Posted March 4, 2006 Posted March 4, 2006 Sending prayers your way for good news. gail p-m Quote
mamasbabygirl Posted March 4, 2006 Posted March 4, 2006 Patty, I know it is hard not to worry, but try to breathe and relax. Things will be OK!! Quote
blaze100 Posted March 4, 2006 Posted March 4, 2006 Hi Patty, You will be in my prayers tonight. Barb Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Philippians 4. Quote
Carleen Posted March 4, 2006 Posted March 4, 2006 I'll be praying for you Patty. I know how scared you must be. Hearing those words can take you right back to the original fear you've known and fought with your mom. I pray that this is not that kind of battle, but something that is not serious and easily cured. Quote
hopeandstrength Posted March 5, 2006 Posted March 5, 2006 I'm sending prayers. Please take care of yourself. Cathy Quote
hollyanne Posted March 5, 2006 Posted March 5, 2006 Patty - When do you get results? Praying for peace of mind between now and then. As you know - but I will say it anyway -- this "mass" could be a zillion of different things which are ALL manageable. Take a deep breath.... Thinking of you, Holly Quote
RandyW Posted March 5, 2006 Posted March 5, 2006 Saying prayers and Think Positive I think it helps Quote
joanie55 Posted March 5, 2006 Posted March 5, 2006 Patty, Prayers that its nothing serious. Joan Quote
bethluvswill13 Posted March 5, 2006 Posted March 5, 2006 Patty, Im so sorry I will be praying for you. You never know this mass could be benign. Try and think good thoughts until you know for sure. I know easier said than done, but try anyway. Hugs,,Beth Quote
stand4hope Posted March 5, 2006 Posted March 5, 2006 Oh, Patty, I know you must be so frightened. I will pray that this is something that is benign and can easily be extinguished!! Love and great big hugs, Peggy Quote
sharyn Posted March 5, 2006 Posted March 5, 2006 Patty, I know you are frightened, that is a normal reaction and its okay to be scared.... but, its really important that you keep thinking positive.... I will be praying for you and waiting to hear of your results.... hang tough and we will be right here for you. Love, Sharon Quote
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