Hello Peachy,
I am so sorry to hear that you have to make such difficult decisions. Only you know what is right for you, but please also listen to yur family.
My mom has sclc, and it has been a bumpy ride, but right now she is doing well, enjoying life, has vacations planned, looking ahead.
We always had a great relationship, but her diagnosis made it stronger. We will walk every step with her, supporting her. We take nothing for granted and feel blessed for everyday. We said many things that may not have been said and I am thankful for that. I shared my feelings and she shared hers.
I pray for strength for you as you face this decision. Include your family, they just may be your stongest supporters.
Prayers,
Dana