Barbara:
I am in the habit of consulting at Swedish Tumor Institute, which is a pretty good comprehensive cancer center. The last time around, they recommended alimta and I had it administered at my local clinic. Seattle is a 3 hour drive for me. You could probably do the same thing. Consult at a comprehensive cancer center for a treatment and have it administered at your local clinic. I have had my share of woulda couldas. I made what I thought was the best decision at the time and have no regrets. Just go on and get treatment. You may be able to zap it pretty good, perhaps attain NED again. I have been NED twice and hope to do it a third time and make it stick.
Don M
Don M