I am sure that many of us are learning more how to live in the “here and now”. It seems to be a common theme on this site. It is kind of a zen thing. I googled zen cancer just for the heck of it and came up with “Zen Cancer: An Interview with Phil Sudo” this link is interesting on its own merits. Then I read in the interview, that one of his favorite books was F*** You Cancer, by Rick Fields, a book of poems. I googled “F*** You Cancer” and came up with some links referring to Rick Fields. One of them is an interview of Mr. Fields that pretty much encapsulates my attitude towards my cancer. Some may find the title of his book of poems offensive, but if you can get past that, I bet it would be good. I am going to see if I can find the book.
I am not a Buddhist, but I guess I still practice zen, at least in my attitude.
http://www.fearlessbooks.com/fsZenPhil.html
http://www.utne.com/issues/1999_86/features/101-1.html
Don M