Cindy RN

I am so sorry, I saw the post in General was locked and I just knew! I then came to this board to check and there was your post. Please know you have and will continue to be in my prayers. Love you, Cindy

You know in his heart he is saying it. Cindy

Congrats on year 2. I will be here to say the same thing at year 10!! I know the feeling of wanting to set goals. I asked for 10 yrs after I was diag. In Feb it will be 5 yrs. Maybe I should of said 20!

Funny-Cindy I too, was so glad to see Dick Clark. I figure that was his last New Years special. I will always remember him on American Bandstand. My friends and I learned all the new dances from that show. Telling my age!

My night was a little different! My exchange student from Korea had several!! of his friends over. They watched the new year celebration on TV. I got to see it thru them. They had never seen what goes on in New York! They counted down and yelled alot!! I also was baking cinnamon iced rolls for Sunday School class. May God bless each and eveyone. Cindy

Jen glad to see you post. Sorry about the pain, can not hurt to try the stuff mentioned-I have not used it. Hope the reat of the holidays are better Cindy

Christmas miracles! Gotta love them

Janet-I am so sorry. Cindy

Glad to see your post Hate it that she is in pain. As for the QUACKS out there, they will get theirs someday! God Bless, Cindy

I have been busy and money tight this last few months. SOOOOOOOO I just sent mine. EVERYONE CAN SPARE 10.00!! Cindy

I too pray for the miracle, and pain free is worth its weight in gold Cindy

Ya Hoo!

Ya Hoo!!

Thanks Katie and Rick

At times like these I WISH we were all closer and could get together. It can such a lonely time of the year. Cindy

Nancy As they say this to shall pass. Our prayers are with you. Cindy

This weekend they (hubby's family) decided that going to a hospice was the best solution. Brownie (my FIL) wants it that way. Tom went down and spent the weekend again at his dad's house. This time tho he helped with cleaning and getting things in order. He called last night and talked about all the stories he recalled being with his dad and bro and sis. (10 of them!!) He also got out his dad's gun collection and cleaned them all. I think he said there 20-30 of them! Some were loaded. Good thing he did this and not the others, I don't think any of them were hunters. I think he sounded better last night than the last few weeks. I hope so, he has been in this zombie like state since we found out. The Cancer is in the lung and liver and several other areas. BUT the liver is the one causing all the problems. He is swelling so much, liver toxins building I suppose. No treatment except lasix. Thanks for the support, I can not talk with him about this too much. Hopefully he will be better when he gets home tonight. Love Cindy

My mom had radiation to the brain for her mets to the brain. About a year later is when she had problems. I know if she had not had it done she would not of lived more than 2-3 mos. I decided when I found out about the cancer and mine HAD NOT mets to the brain NOT to have it done. I was going to wait and if it DID spread there we would deal with it then. I think modern medicine has given so many people more time BUT I don't think they know the long term effects on those of us who out live the expected 1-2 yrs. If it happens that mine does mets to the brain I would go with the treatment. God only knows how much time I have and I want to spend what I can here with my family.---BESIDES THAT I DO NOT HAVE GRANDBABIES YET!!!! I really want to be a Grandma before I go on!! Cindy

I just got back this evening from putting the Christmas Headstone piece on my mom's headstone. I change the flowers with the seasons. I have an exchange student now and took him with me. I got to tell him stories about her that I love to tell. You will keep telling those stories, she will live on thru you. Cindy

Beth, I am so sorry about the pain. I pray that soon you will have only good memories without the pain Love Cindy

You HAVE to post the answers!! I get brain freeze doing those things!

Silent night Oh Tidings of Comfort and Joy This one I think is fairly new-new to me anyway. Mary did you know?

CHRISTMAS STORY!!! One of the channels run it 24 hrs at Christmas. My family dreads it. I have the vhs tape and they always hide it from me!

This is a topic I am glad to see be brought out into the open. So many are told this is the next step. I pray the new ones on here read up on this before allowing the rad. to the brain for small mets or for prvention. Cindy

Isn't WoodRiver by St Louis?? I have family in Bethalto. Glad you found us. Having a family member that is in medicine really helps-I know-ha! Love Cindy