Barbb Posted December 3, 2007 Share Posted December 3, 2007 How do you answer when people keep asking how you are doing? I get up, get dressed, eat sometime during the day, went back to work my 2 days a week last week and appear to be funtioning well. But I am so unbelievably sad. How are we supposed to go on living when the best part of us is gone and never coming back? How do we ever have hope for anything, or positive thoughts or even care about anything again? I can't even write anything to the new people because I wouldn't believe it anyway. I feel like the past 5 months of treatments, tests and drugs were all for NOTHING. I don't blame the dr. or Rod for smoking. Today in church the message was about "it isn't fair". My brain can't actually hold on to anything so I don't remember what he said but the one thing I caught was just that, life isn't fair. Barb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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