Hi, this is Karen C. here, Dave's wife. Sorry for the late response, I just saw this. Gotta tell you that Dave is right - God doesn't give us more than we can handle. If we believe in Him, and turn to Him for strength, we can handle it. I know this because we have had TONS of tragedy in my family in the last couple of years, and everyone has gotten through it with God's help.
Now, back to you, Denise - just keep this in mind. God isn't mad at you. God loves you. After my third miscarriage (which seems pretty minor in the big scheme of things now) I wondered, in agony, complete, total, without answers, agony, why God was so mad at me. I finally saw the path He put me on and the m/c's were just part of the journey. Now we have our beautiful daughter Faith from China.
About the boyfriend: good thing you're getting rid of him now, because you don't need someone like that in your life right now. Frankly, I think the timing is good. You don't need someone like that in your life to weigh you down.
One more thing, Denise - the boyfriend must be insane anyway, because you are beautiful, why would anyone want to cheat on you? I can also tell you have a beautiful spirit, too.
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that was from Faith, it means I love you
God Bless
Karen C