Hello Nancy,
Sorry things are bothering you right now. Hope everything goes okay for you. The hat business is very understandable to us women. Our hair is our crowning glory. I understand it usually grows back even nicer when you're done with chemo, so you have that to look forward to. My cousin wore a little hat when she had chemo for breast cancer. Hers is all grown back now. My Mom 's hair just got thinner. If it cheers you up, treat yourself to a little wig. I've been a little worried myself that my cancer might be getting worse. Every new ache and pain, I worry myself sick. Last night I stayed up till six o'clock in the morning reading information from the site: Thoracic surgery". According to that I don't have the chance of a snowball in hell since I had one lymph node in the mediastum positive,. Then the hospital I did the surgery at sent a form for a survey of people with advanced lung cancer. That made me feel like a million bucks!. Anyway, we should cheer up and treat ourselves to something nice to take our mind off this business. I think they do have good luck with chemo on the small cell cancer and it is not extensive for you, it is limited so that is very hopeful. Best wishes!
S haron