Veronica, anyone with cancer or a caregiver of one with cancer who says they are not depressed, in my bokk, is a liar or in denial. It is like a ton of bricks that keep falling on you. Now that you have stopped chemo, you are probably saying in your mind -- if I'm not fighting it, it might come back! Those of us who have had cancer know that it can always come back, so we can either get on with life or become a basket case. I chose, with my own bout and with my wife's, to chose to get on with it. I hope you will chose to do the same. There is a lot of life yet to be lived == a lot to give and a lot to receive. Blessings to you! Don