Hi Lori,
We will be here for you. You have a beautiful family. I know how difficult all of this is but it is important to try to enjoy all of life's little special moments even while going through all of this upheaval. There will be ups and downs and plenty of "life" in between those ups and downs. The important thing is to remember that life is always comprised of those special moments and those occur even during treatments.
I wish you and your family successful treatments and many many years full of wonderful happy moments together.