I shoul be so happy

[alexan]

Today I am turning 53, I have all my family with me!!!!! allfriends make me a sourprise brekfast & they are all caming tonigt. But I am depress, scarred & insted of thinkig how lucky I am so stupid tha I want to kick myself. Especially that I am stable.

Sorry & thanks again for listen. I don't know why I can not get the Mr death out of my mind.

It will be 5 years next month too.

hugs bucky

[Connie B]

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUCKY MY FRIEND!!!

So glad that your still here to celebrate it with all of us and with your family. HOOORAAAAY!!!!

Bucky, I hope just for today you could please TRY and put cancer out of your mind. Maybe even for a couple of hours.

Are you taking any meds for your depression? Are you able to meet with a counselor or therapist someone you can talk all these feelings of overwhelming death thoughts that you are having with? I remember feeling like that the first two years of my journey, but one day I said to myself,

"Holy Crap Connie, your going to LIVE and you better wake up and get off your poor me dying pitty party and learn how to LIVE AGAIN!" And low and behold, I did! THANK GOD! Sure, I have my moment's and my days, but I don't let them be anymore then that. I was ALL DONE letting the cancer RUN MY LIFE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND! PLEASE TRY AND ENJOY THE DAY TO THE FULLIEST!

None of us knows how long we have or what will be the cause of our death, but we HAVE to enjoy the life we have today. Today is all any of us has!!

[Heather_T]

Happy Birthday Bucky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sorry you are depressed today. Try and put it out of your mind for a little while and go have fun. Being around people I love always pus me in a good mood:)

[laban]

Happy Birthday Bucky

[RandyW]

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYY BBBIIRRRTTTHHHDDDAAAYYYYY BUCKY!!! And many more. That nasty old mr death ain't gonna bother ya for many more years to come.. Enjoy the birthday and just have fun with all your friends and family tonite!!!

[Kasey]

Have a wonderful HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Bucky!!!!!! For at least one day ~ today ~ put cancer away and enjoy the day. Then go back and read Connie's reply again!!!!!

I am celebrating with you, friend!

Kasey

[trish2418]

Happy Birthday, Bucky, and I'm wishing for many, many more happy birthdays for you. Enjoy your family today and worry about those nagging feelings tomorrow.

Trish

[barbara5452]

Happy Birthday Bucky, may the evening bring laughter, good food and lots of friends and family.

And may your night be filled with peace.

[sharonjo]

Happy Birthday Bucky! and congrats on your upcoming anniversary. May you celebrate many, many more!

God Bless,

Sharon

[carolhg]

Happpy Birthday Bucky! Praying that you have many more joyful birthdays to come.

Carol

[mary colleen]

Bucky, for your birthday, I wish you great peace and happiness. Mary Colleen

[Welthy]

Que los cumplas feliz Bucky!

And many more.

God bless,

Welthy

[Kaffie]

I'm sorry you are feeling so down on your birthday,

this cancer stuff stinks and has a way of ruining things for us whether we want to have fun or not

[Nushka]

Happy Birthday Bucky. I hope you enjoyed today more than you had expected to. Many of us take antidepressants for some of the same feelings you have. It helps.

Nina

[beatlemike]

Happy Birthday Bucky. For about one year all I could do was cry and worry,worry,worry.Doc put me on lexapro and it has helped me tremendously. I wish you the best on your special day. Mike

[alexan]

Thank you guys!!!! Is so nice to have frieds like all of you. I hope we all can meet one day. I had ageat birthday & even drink a little bit more.

My house if full of family & friends from Argentina. It looks like a compground. Thanks a Million

A big hug bucky

[ernrol]

Bucky,

Happy Birthday a day late. I look at each day as a gift and I want to enjoy it. I didn’t sit and worry about having a heart attack before I had cancer so there is no sense in worrying about cancer or anything else. It’s just not productive so I ask you to join me in celebrating each day. We should be doing this cancer or no cancer.

MATHEW 6:27

“Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?”

Stay positive,

Ernie