nancy c Posted July 11, 2005 Share Posted July 11, 2005 I know losing Mike is still very recent. He died June 21st--but the week of the funeral and his death are a blur. I don't know how I got thru those days without my 3 adult children to lead me around thru visitation and the funeral. My pain in my heart hurts so much, and I can't seem to even think there will be life for me without him. I know I must go on--but after a day a work I cry in the car on the way home--because I'm not going home to him. He's gone. He's not coming home. And this hurts me so much. I know he was very sick and was ready to go. But I feel so empty and the kids are great; but I have that emptiness of not having him here for me. I know this will be less painful eventually--but I am having a hard time dealing with the daily crying and sense of anxiety of him not being here. sorry for rambling on. God bless,NancyC Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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