mamasbabygirl Posted January 10, 2007 Share Posted January 10, 2007 Hey guys. I had to come here tonight to let out some emotions I have been having today. Today marks the one year anniversary of my mom's (first) brain surgery-the one that filled ALL OF US with so much hope, fear, anxiety. On January 8, 2006, mom left her house and never returned. None of us ever imagined things would happen the way they did. God how she fought the beast. I have been missing her so very much lately, in a way that just brings me to tears. When she first died, I felt OK, really proud of what she had accomplished and me too. Now, though, after nearly 4 months of no mom, I feel lonely, unguided, unsure of myself and I just plain want my mama to hold me. I hate this beast. I HATE IT!!! I guess the grief is here, in full force. I am so sad and I just need her back with me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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