fight Posted September 18, 2007 Share Posted September 18, 2007 Hello All, I am so angry right now and I'm not even quite sure what brought it on. Tonight my husband and I went to a Boy scout meeting with my son. I have been feeling good so I went. Over the course of the evening I started to feel some nausea but thought it was maybe from skipping dinner. But then my mind starts to work overtime. Is it from skipping dinner or is it the medication or is this stupid cancer. I hate this disease. I see all the "normal" moms enjoying the evening and it makes me angry. Angry that I don't know if I'm going to be here to see the next years calendar of events that they passed out tonight. I look at my son's beautiful face with his front tooth missing and I wonder what would happen to him if I weren't here? I'm Angry that my husband and I have always planned on growing old together. Next week is going to our 13 year anniversary. It used to seem like a long time to be married but now I want so much more. I try not to let the anger consume me but I will tell you what...some moments I just have to rage. The tears are flowing as I write and I must say I'm starting to feel a little bit better. It helps so much to come to a place where so many others understand. I'm going to bed now and hopefully wake up with an attitude adjustment in the morning. Take Care, Rachel Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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