Roger C Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 As you all know from my previous messages, I just started my treatments for lung cancer. One problem, I am still smoking. I know some of you are saying, this guy is a complete idiot. My nerves are shot and it still helps me to relax. Along with my oncologist, maybe I should be seeing a shrink. I know what the right thing is to do, but I am having a hard time. Thanks for listening. Quote
dadstimeon Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 Hi Roger--Well beating yourself up won't help. We all know and understand how hard it is to stop smoking. Might want to tell your oncologists so he/she can recommend something. Also never hurts to seek out additional help. Maybe try a support group, helps to talk with people who have been there, done that. Just a thought. Ever need someone to talk to PM me. I'm a good listener and a old pro at this. Take Care. Rich Quote
michelepal Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 Oh Roger! Maybe you should think about asking your Doctor for some thing to help calm you down.. I never smoked and I know that its a hard habit to break but you really need to stop cold turkey today.. PLEASE STOP TODAY!! I'm sure you have family that Loves You, trust me you don't want them to feel the pain of losing you.. Michele Quote
karen335 Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 Roger, I smoked for 38 years, would panic if I started to run out of cigs. All doc had to do was say, "Does LC run in your family" Scared the chit right out of me, I quit cold turkey that day. That was January 10, 2003. Kept cigs in my truck for 2 wks after that, finally threw them away. Just think to yourself, do I want to smoke or LIVE. It's like a person you don't like, you don't go and visit them. You avoid the situation, visualize those cigs as cancer cells, polluting your body. I speak from experience. Prayers that you'll have the will power to quit... Pray about it. Karen Quote
Donna G Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 Roger, I hear what you are saying. This is a very stressful time. Most of us get depressed from all the stress. If you want the chemo to do it's best and want to quit , ask your doctor for Wellbutrin, it is an antidepressent and many have found it a huge help to quit smoking. What ever you decide, wishing you the best. Keep us posted. Donna G Quote
tatlyn Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 Roger, of course you are having a hard time and the real kicker/catch 22 to this is that smokers' tend to smoke the most during times of high stress!! It's not a wonder to me that you haven't been able to just stop cold turkey. Please don't beat yourself up over this, you have enough on your plate right now. Please take care and if you're not already taking anti-anxiety medication for your nerves, perhaps you can ask your oncologist to prescribe one for you. God Bless. Lynda Quote
Carleen Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 Hi Roger, With all the stress you have with treatments, the last thing you need is to add guilt for not quitting smoking. It is hard, so it is completely understandable that you struggle with it. I also think it is a good idea to talk to a counselor, not only for the smoking, but there is a lot of anxiety and fears that come as a package with LC. I think one thing that most people here will agree has helped them are their handy dandy anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds. I know that in the first couple of years from diagnosis I would not have made it out alive much less sane without them. Plus many of them have the added benefit of easing the tension of cravings. In fact, my sister was prescribed Wellbutrin to help her quit smoking, and I was prescribed the same thing for my anxiety over my husband's condition. One drug, two solutions. Ask your doctor about it, but don't think for one minute anyone expects you to be superman and be able to do it all alone. There is no shame in getting all the help available for any challenges you are facing. God Bless, and good luck quitting Quote
Kasey Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 Roger, you have gotten excellent advice from our 'experts' here. I WAS going to post something, BUT everything I would have said is already here. I have read that tx works better if you are not smoking, BUT beating yourself up over still smoking isn't good for your body right now either. Reread this thread and PM us if you need encouragement. Kasey Quote
nonni Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 Hi Roger... Sorry for the way you are feeling...I was depressed too when I stopped smoking and that was 7 yrs before I got LC....didn't even want to get up in the morning...but after 6 failed try's I was determined that those cig's were not going to run my life....I had 2 cigs left in the pack when I decided to quit and never finised them...Made up my mind and quit cold turkey... So please Roger...you don't need a shrink...you just need determenation....you can do it...ESPECIALLY NOW....I just read this morning that a person who still smokes that has lung cancer cuts thier changes of survival by 50 %....That's a lot of percentage....So tuffen up buddy...YOU CAN DO IT.... Good luck...and God Bless.. PamS. Quote
gail Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 With my lung cancer diagnosis 5 years ago I went on antidepressents and started therapy. I am still doing both because I feel so strongly that they are helpful to me. I also did a lot of listening to Bernie Siegel's books on tapes, and also his meditation tapes. gail Quote
Snowflake Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 I'm a never smoker, so I truly don't feel your pain, but I've seen it. One bit of advice: If you can't do it alone, GET HELP. I suggest the counselor to get through the mind trip of the diagnosis, but for the smoking, get help. Gum, the patch, anti-depressants...a bit of help and a lot of determination and you're well on your way. Good luck! Quote
Wendy Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 I agree with the advise from above. Lung cancer is no picnic, neither is quitting smoking. Only you can make the decision to quite for yourself. Hang in there and Good luck in whatever you chose to do. Wendy Quote
joanie55 Posted March 24, 2006 Posted March 24, 2006 Hi Roger, Been there. I stopped twice, once cold turkey and once with the Patch. The patch was wonderful. It took away the cravings. The rest is the mental part. The first three days are the hardest. When I stopped cold turkey I literally slept for 3 days. With the patch I was able to function. I kept cutting it down until it was so small I was able to throw it away. I used to say to myself, "do I want to live or die". "Do I want to let these little white things control my life?" I didn't. Believe me, it's easier than you think....3 hard days. Good luck. Joan Quote
Don M Posted March 25, 2006 Posted March 25, 2006 Roger; I tried to quit a number of times before I turned 40. when I turned 40, I kind of used that as a pschycological lever to quit. I thought I was getting old at the time (ha ha). I quit cold turkey in 1984. Maybe you can talk yourself into quitting thinking of it as just one more weapon to fight the cancer. Of course, getting on an antidepressant would help. I am using lexapro now myself. Don M Quote
Ry Posted March 25, 2006 Posted March 25, 2006 What helped John quit was Zyban (wellbutrin). He tried a million times to quit and this was what helped. It will calm your nerves -- worth a shot-- ask your doc for a prescription. Quote
elkiesmom Posted March 25, 2006 Posted March 25, 2006 Hi Roger. What helped me was the Nicatrol inhaler. It is like smoking but without the smoke. It is a bit pricey but so are cig and you need a script for them.It did work for me it is the hand mouth thing same as smoking. Good luck Lorrie Quote
mrhodes Posted March 26, 2006 Posted March 26, 2006 Another place you might want to check out is quitnet.com. It's a great support site, and I'm a member of a club there for cancer survivors and their families. I agree with the advice given above as well. Never beat yourself up. It's self-defeating. The guilt alone makes you feel worse. You will make the move when you feel it's time, and since you posted about it, it's close to time. Melinda Quote
trish2418 Posted March 27, 2006 Posted March 27, 2006 I smoked for 30 yrs. and it was a 4-day hospital stay (diagnosed with lung cancer) that helped me quit. Once I got home, I knew that I could go at least 4 days without a cigarette. I also promised my doctors that I wouldn't ask them to do everything they could for me if I wasn't willing to do everything I could for myself -- quitting smoking was the biggie. I've stayed quit for 7-1/2 months now and only on very rare occasions do I have cravings any more. Good luck with the treatment and with the cigarettes. I'm sending positive energy your way. Trish Quote
paulygirl Posted March 27, 2006 Posted March 27, 2006 Wishing you the best of luck. I know how hard it is. Im still puffing away myself(not as much but still...) and I see my dad suffer. I dont smoke when Im around him, but when the stress gets too big for me....I revert back.Ive found myself going 3 or 4 days with no smoking and then I lose it and buy a pack. Hey, mabey we can support each other? What do you think? But I do agree that guilt is the least needed emotion right now. Take care, Quote
karen335 Posted March 27, 2006 Posted March 27, 2006 We don't realize how stinky we are while we smoke. I didn't... I do now, my SIL and Hubby's cousin smoke and boy do they stink and smell like an old dirty ash tray. No matter if you wash your hands or brush your teeth, you still stink and smell to others around you. I used to think that being outside, the smell is not that bad and the breeze would take it away, wrong... It is a bad, nasty habit to break, Just trying to give you food for thought, Good Luck and prayers, Karen Quote
bunny Posted March 28, 2006 Posted March 28, 2006 first of all, you are NOT an idiot. you are human being going through an impossibly difficult experience right now. listen, I have never had LC but I have smoked and quitting smoking was the hardest habit I've kicked - and there were a few of them, believe me. if you WANT it, you can DO IT. if it's too much right now, it's too much. YES, it's better if you quit and we will do anything to support you in that. but what matters most is that you give yourself a break! I quit, finally, in 1999 with the patch. took the edge off the cravings, but I still went through the ringer. now, sometimes, I refrain from picking it up again - just cause I know I'll have to go through all that again! we're with you roger!! xoxo amie Quote
Kaffie Posted April 1, 2006 Posted April 1, 2006 I used the patch to help quit, I was so addicted to those cigarettes that the Zyban didn't touch the cravings. i got an OK from my doctor to use 1 1/2 patch to get some relief from the cravings. I was still getting nicotine but not inhaling it into my lungs. It took me awhile but I slowly lowered the strength of the patch. I did keep a few and cut them in fourths for the times I had to be around smokers and was concerned about relapse, that helped a lot. Eventually I didn't even need that but I still have a strong craving now and then, of course I'll never give in. Nothing works for all of us, we all have to find our own way, it is so very hard. I wish you luck in your efforts and please don't get too upset with yourself, it takes time and it's extra hard considering the stress you are under with the LC. Kathy Quote
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