(((Pat)))
Come on down to Memphis!! I know Ryan would absolutely love you!!!! Of course I just wanted to give you fair warning about Princess Zelda ( the psycho terrier), Edward (16 year old girl dog -part sheltie-that can't see or hear), Jasmine (the six toed tabby), and Wink ( our outdoor cat). Whew, they can certainly be a handful but I am sure a shih-tsu would fit in just fine.
Seriously, I am sooo sorry you are dealing with all of these emotions. But please know that you are never alone and we love you so!!!
God's peace be with you!!
Jamie