Jean,
I know your feelings exactly..The anniversary is so hard, I think the anticipation is even worse, we relive those last days over and over in our minds..I'm glad you can find peace in talking about your dad, for me its easier not to talk about him because it makes it all to real.
I can tell by your post that you adored your dad as I did mine..I will keep you and your family in my prayers and hope one more prayer will help you through the day..