MelanieLR Posted May 3, 2005 Share Posted May 3, 2005 Hi all, I amm scheduled to startt chemo again tomorrow. They want to try Gemzar. I don't think I am strong enough to take itt. I have a feelinng I may be going the hospiice route sooon. I just really don't think I can do the chemo right now & the tumors are growing & spreaading. I wanntt to thank you all for your prayers & kindness. I'll let you know when I can if I do start the chemo tomoorroow. I seriously doubt iit thoough. Hugs & Prayerss Melaniie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lisa O Posted May 3, 2005 Share Posted May 3, 2005 I am wishing you all of the best Melanie. Keep us posted. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Calintay Posted May 3, 2005 Share Posted May 3, 2005 Yes wishing yo the very best. Stay positive and keep your head up Melanie. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ry Posted May 3, 2005 Share Posted May 3, 2005 Melanie, You've been through a lot. If you need a little more time let them know. Gemzar worked well for my husband. I wish the same for you. Rochelle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted May 3, 2005 Share Posted May 3, 2005 Melanie, Just let us know and post if possible. Some prayers on the way. J.C. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don Wood Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 My prayers are with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tnmynatt Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Melanie, Praying for you! Charlie did well on Gemzar. Hang in there. Take care. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kickincancer Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Best wishes. I kow you have been through a lot. I wish you the best. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ginnyde Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Melanie, My prayers and thoughts are with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don M Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Melanie: You have my prayers. Don M Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patkid Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Melanie, Bless you!! Hugs for you and support and prayers. Love Pat and Brian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gail p-m Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Many prayers being sent out to you today and always. Gail p-m Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
karenl Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Hi Melanie Hang in there! Mum didn't find the Gemzar too troublesome - mostly fatigue, I think. Lots of love coming your way. Karen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MilliBr1 Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Saying prayers for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wendy Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Prayers to you, Wendy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cindi o'h Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Hi Melanie. I know that you don't think that you are strong enough today for another chemo and you are probably right. But, wait and see what you and your onc can put together tomorrow. I know that you have been knocked on your touchie by all of the previous treatments. But, you might just need a little more time to recover, before you will feel up for the next assault. I know that emotionally and spiritually you are in a good place. That takes a load off right there. Let your onc. know what you are feeling and maybe the Gemzar will not be so problematic for you. Give yourself just a little more time and the with the expertise of your onc., maybe you can put together a suitable plan. Whatever you decide, honey, you know that I am behind you 100%. I know that you have put so much into treatment already and have suffered with pain in your back. That in itself can make someone all wore out and feel like crap. Please let us/me know how it goes tomorrow. I will say prayers for wisdom for you. love, Cindi o'h Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nikkala Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Sending prayers and strength to you today Melanie. Great Big Hugs too. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stand4hope Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Good morning, Melanie, I just wanted to let you know that my husband also did well on Gemzar. He had it in combination with Navelbine, and was much, much easier on him than Taxotere/Carboplatin. I know some have reported problems with Gemzar, so I think it depends on the person. I also wanted you to know that I can tell that you are one of the sweetest, most wonderful women God created. I can tell from your posts that you really have it together mentally, and you have convinced me that you are at peace and in love with every moment of your life. You are remarkable! Saying many prayers for you, sweet Melanie! Love, Peggy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shineladysue Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Melanie, I just want you to know that my prayers are with you today. I hope something can be worked out for you. As for the Gemzar, I may be mistaken , but I seem to remember them saying that is one can can be given in different strengths. Also, I wonder if you are on any steroids. Mike is on prednisone and is using oxygen now due to pneumonitis (inflammation to his lung). After 2 weeks , it has helped him. They also had to give him a break in treatment for now to gain his strength. I'm just thinking out loud and looking for hope for you. Most of all, I want you to know that no matter what the decision, you have our prayers. Take strength in that. God be with you. Love, Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frank Lamb Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Melanie,I hope you are able to do the chemo and I hope it works well for you without any bad side effects.You are in my prayers. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Justakid Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Melanie- Just try chemo once and see how you do, if it goes OK then you can do it again! Think about it! Your in my thoughts!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TAnn Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Melanie, I am thinking of you right now as you are probably getting your first Gemzar treatment. I could feel your trepadation in your post. I know how hard it is to gear up for yet another treatment, and by now you are mentally exhausted. Keep coming here to vent. We've all been there at one time or another. I, myself, may be heading back into chemo within the next few weeks and really don't know if I can handle it either. But, I know my husband and son won't let me give up and they keep me strong and focused. I am praying for you and praying that the Gemzar slows the beast down giving you some relief and comfort. TAnn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Treebywater Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 Many prayers coming your way... and also many ((((hugs)))) Know that we're pulling for you! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marion Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 I took Carboplatin and Gemzar at the same time and they worked for me. Now I did feel bad but it got me to the point where they put me on Iressa, which I have been on since August 2004. God Bless and help with your decision. love ya. Marion Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daggiesmom Posted May 4, 2005 Share Posted May 4, 2005 I wish you the very best. ((())) Prayers for you to get stronger very soon. Keep fighting. Joanie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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