stand4hope Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Hi everybody, I guess I lied to you when I said I would stay, and I'm sorry for that, but I just can't stay here - at least not now. I'll never say never, but my heart is ripped into a million pieces, and I just can't take it. Every time I start to post something, the tears begin, and once they start, they don't stop for a while. I really do love you all with all my heart, and I still pray for you, but right now, I just can't handle it. I will probably be reading some, but not posting. I hope you understand. Ry, I'll take the pass shaped like a broken heart, but give me the one that shows it's already beginning to mend. I know that with God's help, it will mend, but the finality of Don's death is really hitting me hard. This is going to take a while. I love you all! Peggy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patkid Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 We love you, too, Peggy. Call us if you need us. We are with you in spirit. We understand. Be good to yourself. Lots of hugs, Pat and Brian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CharlieD Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Peggy, We understand. God Bless You. Come back to us when you''re ready. CharlieD Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don Wood Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Peggy, I support you in whatever you need to do for yourself. Godspeed. Don Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Snowflake Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Peggy, You have my support in whatever you decide is best for you. PLEASE don't lose my number, I'd like to hear from you - good, bad or otherwise, I want to hear that voice on the other end of the phone and know that you are still hanging on to that knot at the end of the rope. Love, Becky Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frank Lamb Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Peggy,I hope you know that whatever you decide you have my complete support. We all adore you and support you.Mabe in time it will be easier for you to come here and we can all sit around and eat chocolate donuts and drink some bud lites at Cindi's Pub. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TAnn Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Oh Peggy, my heart is breaking for you. You must go through this process your own way. We will be here for you when you are ready. I support you and pray for you and wish for that beautiful heart of yours to be on the mend in due time. TAnn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ry Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 It's a hard time right now. Do whatever you need to do and come back if you can. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cindi o'h Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Peggy, You know what your needs are. I trust that in you. I think we all know that if and when you are ready, you will return. You know that you are well loved and always welcome. Cindi o'h Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gail p-m Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Peggy, I'll miss you greatly and will keep thinking about you and sending prayers your way. I do so understand that you must do what you must do for yourself right now. I hope we'll see you back here one day when you're ready. (((Peggy))) gail p-m Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nushka Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Peggy, I will miss you so much but I want only what is good for you right now. Take good care of yourself and do whatever you need to do towards that end. I always have you in my prayers. I hope we see you again real soon. Nina Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Treebywater Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 I'm sorry you hurt so badly and wish I could just come and sit with you and be with you. We'll miss you a lot. Do what you need to help your heart heal. We'll be here if and when you're ready. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shineladysue Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 (((Peggy))), I only wish I could take the pain away. I'm not any good to you. The tears are falling in rivers down my face, reading your post. Love you girl. Take the time you need, but take with you a part of us in the form of love and prayers. It will give you strength to get through the rough days ahead. Love, Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jang Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Peggy, You take care of yourself for now. Maybe later you will be ready to come back. My thoughts are with you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LynneH Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Peggy, I will miss you! But I truly do understand. Please let the tears flow. I find that a good nap afterwards helps your soul heal. I'll be waiting to wrap you in a fluffy towel when you can come back. Take care of yourself, Lynne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kasey Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Oh Peggy, We all surely understand, but will miss you terribly. You were such a presence here for ALL of us...especially me when I firsst started posting and then when I was having so many computer troubles. I feel you are a friend and wish I could just come on over to Indiana and talk with you, cry with you, and help that heart mend just a little bit. My neighbor was in Indianapolis this week for business and I just wanted to get on that plane with him and then hunt you down once I got there. Guess that qualfies as stalking, huh? You have many friends to help you, I am sure. Know that I am sending support through cyberspace as well. I will miss you Peggy. I so wnated to get to know you even better. Take acare of yourself, sweet lady, and know how much I will be missing you. Love, Kasey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bunny Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Oh, honey. You didn't lie - you spoke your truth in that moment, and your new truth is completely understandable. I can not even begin to fathom your pain. Be well, keep our love and admiration in mind, and know that we'll miss you. Love to Mike as well, he must be suffering so. xoxo amie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Andrea Posted August 27, 2005 Share Posted August 27, 2005 Completely understandable, but you will be MISSED so much. Please check back every now and then Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SBeth Posted August 28, 2005 Share Posted August 28, 2005 Dear Peggy, I will miss you so much. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for all you have done for me and for all the support you have given me in the short time I have been able to call you my friend. I will continue to think of you and pray for you. Much love, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lilyjohn Posted August 28, 2005 Share Posted August 28, 2005 Oh Peggy please don't worry about us or anyone but you and Mike. This is your time a time to grieve and a time to come to terms with your broken heart. I won't tell you that you will heal but I will say that in time you will learn to cope better. That is really all any of us can expect when we lose someone who is so much a part of us. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. If ever you need to talk just send me a PM and we can arrange something. Believe me when I say I could never have come to a place like this so soon after I lost Johnny. It takes time to really be able to deal with other poeple no matter how great they are or how wonderful their intentions. I wish you all of the best you can find and I wish you the time to grieve in any way that you need to. Lillian Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fall54 Posted August 29, 2005 Share Posted August 29, 2005 Dearest Peggy, We all love you and support what ever you need to do for you and your son. I only logged on here tonight to put a message in the hall pass myself as I find I am happier if I am not here. That makes me feel bad just to say but there is too much sadness here for me. I need to keep moving forward as do you and I have somehow gotten stuck in my grief from time to time. I know this can not compare to losing your lifes partner but just the same it hurts. i love you my friend and we have seen each other through lots of things these past few years but for me it is time to move on. I will always pray for you and you have my phone # and address and e mail address and I would love to be able to keep in touch. My prayers are with you Peggy as God heals your wonderful heart. God bless you always, Jane Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dadstimeon Posted August 29, 2005 Share Posted August 29, 2005 Take Care Peggy, Rich Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Addie Posted August 29, 2005 Share Posted August 29, 2005 Dear, dear Peggy... Not having you here will be a little bit like missing a part of our own skeleton, as you are so much the 'backbone' of this place. But you need time for you right now....to grieve and to try to heal, and I think we all understand that. It makes my heart heavy to hear you speak of how easily you dissolve into tears...but that's YOU...and part of why we all love you so much here. Your depth of feeling and how much you care has touched virtually everyone here, I think. I wish there was something we could do for you to help...but maybe graciously accepting your need for time away is a small gift? We'll miss you...and hope that someday you find it easier to return...to let us know how you are, at the very least. Take care of yourself, dear Peg...and know that we'll continue to send all good thoughts and wishes your way no matter what. Thanks for all you've contributed here over time. As I said, I don't think there is anyone here who hasn't been touched by your compassion and caring. I'll be thinking of you.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted August 29, 2005 Share Posted August 29, 2005 Peggy, Take care, you will be missed. But we hope to see you back. Love J.C. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leslie221 Posted August 29, 2005 Share Posted August 29, 2005 Peggy, You've shared so much with us. Please continue to take good care of yourself. I'll still think of you often and send all the caring thoughts and strength your way. All good wishes that each day will bring you closer to renewed peace of mind and happiness, Leslie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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