Poeny,
We had a post a while back, someone had wrote that they just wanted someone to take care of them while they were grieving, just to do the little things they had no desire to do...
I know I felt the exact same way..I did what I really had to do and let the rest go..Its been 20 months since I lost my dad and I am still looking for my new normal, maybe looking for my new normal is my new normal..
Losing a parent is very traumatic, its so hard, especially if they play a big role in your life...
We're here for you if you need us..