cindi o'h Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 It has been a little while since I have posted about me, and I have been hounded by a few to "share". First of all, the sister of one of my very best friends is in the throes of being diagnosed and staged with lung cancer. We are devastatd, to say the least. Shirley is an angel. I knew it the first time I ever met her. I pray that she will have a least complicated time of it and get 100% better. It is strange. I worry more about her than I do for myself. I just know what is ahead of her and I want to help her all I can, even though they all live in Western Montana. I gave my friend, Marie, this web-site for Shirley as a source to explore. I am hoping that she will come here and find some comfort and knowledge that will help her in her recovery. Well. About me. I haven't been back to the doctor. I see the lung surgeon for a re-scan on July 20 to see if the cluster of nodules or the squished lung or whatever it was on the last scan has changed. Hopefully, it will have disappeared and I won't have to think about it anymore. There are many options now as I wait for this month to pass. I could go ahead and have the VATS biopsy. I could present for a second opinion with a former surgeon. I could insist on a one on one with the rushed oncologist. I could put it before the pulmonologist. But, I don't feel like doing anything about it. I don't want to think about it. I guess, it is what it is and we will see. That is where I am today on it, anyway. I wrestled with what to do. To DO. Sometimes the busy-ness makes me feel in control. But, again. No matter how busy I am about this, it still does not change what it is or is not. So, for now, I am resigned to just wait it out and try not to think about it. And for the most part, that is going pretty well. I don't explain myself very well and tomorrow my feelings on this could all change (that's my perogative), but, for now, that is it. I do FEEL a whole lot better! I was in pretty sad shape for awhile there. Don't know anyone who would put up with this failing body with such patience as I have. I am too patient with it sometimes. My breath has gotten a whole lot better since the tap. I think that is what did it anyway. I am moved in to the apartment and the financial stress is off. I really believe that all had alot to do with my poor health too. I can walk the hallway of this building much better today than 3, 2 and 1 weeks ago. So I am going in the right direction. I continue to hear transient noises from my lung, and continue to feel congestion that comes and goes. I am still on prednisone... since Thanksgiving! But, I think that might just be the way of it for me. I went shopping and bought clearance things for the apartment for color in here. Also splurged on the summer clearance rack for a larger!!! size slacks. Oh. Brother. All in all, I think I am better. And I am hopeful that the cancer is not back. How's that for an update? love, Cindi o'h Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bunny Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 I'm so glad to know you better! and no pink satin here, thank god. I am so happy to hear you're feeling good. I hope it continues indefinately! xoxo amie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fay A. Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 It's an excellent update. And it sounds as if you are feeling better and gaining strength, and starting to "live" again. Which is really excellent. I'm glad you are feeling better, Cindi. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kimblanchard Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Sounds pretty good to me. No lets get to the really important stuff......when ya goin fish'n?? luv jim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Geri Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 It all sounds pretty good to me, slow and steady usually wins the race! Stay strong Geri Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daggiesmom Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 I think your post shows you're doing much better. A new place to decorate, moving around better, buying new clothes, all have a good effect on the mind. At least with me, when I feel good, well, it just makes all the difference in the world. I do get FUO (fever of unknown origin) and asked my dr. about that yesterday. Seems with a weakened lung from radiation and all I can expect to get these from time to time. That's when I feel bad. So when I feel good, I try to take full advantage of that time, as should you! Keep up the good work! Joanie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don Wood Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Cindi, thanks for the update. Sounds mighty good to me. Enjoy! Don Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Justakid Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Been thinking of you, let us know what July scans bring! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Haylee_38 Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Cindi, Was a great update. Good to hear you are feeling better and out shopping. Haylee Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mhutch1366 Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 If you're shopping, you're feeling better!! Glad to hear it. XOXOXOX MaryAnn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
elnodel Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Sounds good to me too, Cindi. Glad you're settled in and feeling better. Don't blame you a bit for just "setting back" and waiting for the next apt. I'm pulling for great results! Ellen Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeckyCW Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Cindi, I'm so sorry to hear about your friend Shirley. I used to live in Western Montana; where is she? I know you will be a big support to her, and hope she will find her way here, too. Thanks for the update on you. I'm really glad to know you're feeling better, and hope you just keep feeling better and better and better. I have a lot of catching up to do, but am moving in very slow motion. Just wanted to say thanks for the update and hang in there. BeckyCW Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kaffie Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Cindi, Glad to hear you're feeing better, a little break from all of the tests and doctor appointments might be just what you need. Kathy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Treebywater Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Cindi-- Feeling better is good. I like that. Keep that up. Thank you for the update and know that you are thought of often. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shineladysue Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Cindi, I'm so glad to see your update. It sounds like you have found a comfort zone for now. It's good to hear you say you can breathe a bit better and that you are getting settled in your new home. You are such an inspiration to me. Ya know, things have been really sad around the board lately. Too many of our friends are grieving or going through hard times, do you think you could open the pub just for us to gather and share a few hugs? It would be good. Take care and your friend and her sister are so fortunate to have you . If they come here, I hope they know they will be welcomed with open arms. Waiting for the pub to open so I can give you a hug. Love and Prayers, Sue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
J.C. Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Cindi, Glad you are feeling better. Love J.C. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gail p-m Posted June 22, 2005 Share Posted June 22, 2005 Thanks for the newsy update. I'm very glad to hear that you're feeling much better -- physically and emotionally. You remain in my thoughts and prayers. Gail p-m Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stand4hope Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 Hi Cindi, I was glad to see your update. I was thinking about you last night and wondering how you were feeling. I'm encouraged and happy to hear that you are feeling so much better. Love, Peggy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Don M Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 Cindi: for an update, yours wasn't bad, not bad at all. I am glad you are feeling better. It sounds like you have found a comfortable space and rhythm for yourself. Don M Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wendy Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 I am so glad you are doing better!! Definetly not great info about your friend, hopefully the news to come will be good news. Hang in there, Wendy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Addie Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 I do FEEL a whole lot better! I was in pretty sad shape for awhile there. Don't know anyone who would put up with this failing body with such patience as I have. I am too patient with it sometimes. My breath has gotten a whole lot better since the tap. I think that is what did it anyway. I am moved in to the apartment and the financial stress is off. I really believe that all had alot to do with my poor health too. I can walk the hallway of this building much better today than 3, 2 and 1 weeks ago. So I am going in the right direction. I continue to hear transient noises from my lung, and continue to feel congestion that comes and goes. I am still on prednisone... since Thanksgiving! But, I think that might just be the way of it for me. The above is the paragraph that speaks the loudest to me. That you're FEELING a whole lot better, especially. That your stress is reduced. The move is complete. That overall you are noting little improvements. Just keep heading in that direction, sweetie! Hoping all else turns out okay....and that you just keep feeling better and better. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maryanne Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 Hi Cind, So glad you are feeling better. That is really really good news. You seem to have a plan. Hope all works out for you. Thanks for the update Maryanne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nushka Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 Cindi, I always look forward to your posts. This one sounds positive to me. When you can measure progress in the right direction, something is going well for a change. I am so glad the finacial stress is gone and that you are settled in. As for shopping, I hate to shop with a passion, I am glad you felt like getting out. When I feel like shopping I am doing really well. Maybe I should check my hormone levels....I might not really be a woman. Glad you are doing better and I pray that your july news is good news. Nina Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kimmek Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 Cindi I am so glad to hear you are doing better. And out shopping!!!! That always helps me feel better. Thanks for taking the time to tell us about YOU, since you dont talk about yourself to often. Keep up whatever you are doing as it seem to be working. Also so sorry to hear of another who has f\gotten this horid disease. Love, Kim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Patkid Posted June 23, 2005 Share Posted June 23, 2005 Oh, Cindi, what great news. Keep up the positive energy..... Blessings. P Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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